Day 58 #2

I just can't believe it! I know I say this often, but when nurses and high risk specialists come in day after day shocked that I am still here it just really puts things into perspective. A nurse who has worked in the antepartum units here and at the Med says the longest she has ever seen someone go is 4 weeks, one of the dr. says 7 weeks, and here we are well past 8 weeks. Around 8 weeks ago, many doctors, with the exception of my dr. who is praying for us daily, suggested that we induce labor and deliver our baby. At that point, all I knew was that it wasn't God's way and I had to have faith. The doctor came in today and said I was his "rockstar" and that he was now using me as motivation to other ladies who come in in my situation, how powerful is that. God is using us in more ways than we realize! Many say how do you just lay in that bed, I couldn't do that, but the truth is NONE of us know what we would do until we are dealt that hand. If you would've asked me if I could be away from home, in a hospital, in bed, not able to do every day tasks and have someone take care of me 8 weeks ago, I would have told you there is no way I could handle that emotionally, but here I am and God is keeping me as strong as ever, its unexplainable. I know that I am here because it is God's purpose for me right now, I can't imagine what his purpose is in Zeke's life but it must be big! Sorry for the long post, just felt the need to share God's overwhelming power with you, have a great Sunday!